Your headstrong angel

I can feel you
even if i'm so far from you
I can feel what you have inside
I can feel that even across my skin
and i'm by your side
in spite of you
like a headstrong angel
as i promised you
some time ago
mericonci || luglio 04, 2009 20:59 || sabato, 04 luglio 2009
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the last shriek

help me
give me your hand
i fell down
i can't get up alone
mericonci || giugno 29, 2009 15:05 || lunedì, 29 giugno 2009
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Used and misused (the way I feel)

caught
deceived
misused
then useless
cumbersome
thrown away
only rubbish
like home a landfill
sewer stink
take care
Stay away!
mericonci || giugno 28, 2009 22:28 || domenica, 28 giugno 2009
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Dedicated to you...

mericonci || giugno 27, 2009 12:15 || sabato, 27 giugno 2009
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Sunrise

My fresh breeze will come back
it will find the tree of my heart
full of green leaves
to fondle
to take a little rest
And it will be sunrise
It will be a new day
finally

Meri
mericonci || giugno 22, 2009 18:37 || lunedì, 22 giugno 2009
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SAVE ME - Queen

...Save me, Save me, Save me
I can't face this life alone...
the show must go on but it can go on with two of us together as heroes
...

It started off so well
They said we made a perfect pair
I clothed myself in your glory and your love
How I loved you
How I cried
The years of care and loyalty
Were nothing but a sham it seems
The years belie we lived the lie
"I love you 'til I die"

Save me, Save me, Save me
I can't face this life alone
Save me Save me Save me
I'm naked and I'm far from home

The slate will soon be clean
I'll erase the memories
To start again with somebody new
Was it all wasted
All that love ?
I hang my head and I advertise
A soul for sale or rent
I have no heart, I'm cold inside
I have no real intent

Save me, Save me, Save me
I can't face this life alone
Save me Save me
Oh I'm naked and I'm far from home

Each night I cry and still believe the lie
I love you 'til I die

(Save me, Save me, Save me)
Yea, yeah
Save me yeah Save me oh Save me
Don't let me face my life alone
Save me, Save me
Oh I'm naked and I'm far from home.

mericonci || giugno 19, 2009 14:58 || venerdì, 19 giugno 2009
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Between you and the sea

- The sea will also die one day...
- And love?

I'm no longer frightened of you
My whole life, you're
I live of the breaths
that you leave here
wich i consume while you're away
I can no longer divide myself
between you and the sea
I can no longer keep myself still to wait
I, that i would have lived with you
in your foreign city
alone, with the instinct of who knows
how to love
alone, but however with you
I can no longer divide myself
between you and the sea
i can no longer feel
myself tired of waiting
No, darling
No!
I can't go on!
Or you return
Or you stay there!
I don't live anymore,
i don't dream anymore
I'm afraid, help me!
Darling, i don't believe you anymore
everytime that you go away
you swear to me that it is the last time
I'm gonna tell you goodbye
At night I look in every star for
a reflection of you
but all this is not enough for me
now i grow up!
No, darling!
No!
I can't go on!
Or you return
Or you stay there!
I don't live anymore,
i don't dream anymore
I'm afraid, help me!
Darling, i don't believe you anymore
everytime that you go away
you swear to me that it is the last time
I'm gonna tell you goodbye
I can no longer divide myself
between you and the sea
I can no longer keep myself still to wait
I can no longer divide myself
between you and the sea.

mericonci || giugno 17, 2009 14:20 || mercoledì, 17 giugno 2009
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My lost reason

- It will take a lot of time and i don't know if I will be able to do that.
- How much time?
- The time required to forget the only one reason to live that I had found after past pains and suffering.
- What reason?
- Him.
mericonci || giugno 15, 2009 20:21 || lunedì, 15 giugno 2009
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The eyes, a misleading mirror

Why did you raise my face softly with your hand and ask to me to look into your eyes when we were talking together?
Why?
I don't want to look anymore into the eyes of anybody from now on.
I always believed in what i could find looking in the eyes of people but i didn't ponder that there is someone who is able to hide his real soul also by the eyes.
I'm not able to do that unfortunately and this makes me too defenceless.
I'm not able to defend myself from who promised to take care of me looking into my eyes.
I don't want to give anymore myself to anybody completly.
I don't want to allow anymore to anybody to take away the smile from my face and to steal my heart.
I don't want to let to anyone to hurt me anymore.
I don't want to love anymore.
ANYBODY.
mericonci || giugno 14, 2009 22:21 || domenica, 14 giugno 2009
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Our insane Inferno

"The inferno of living is not something that will be, if there is one, is what is already here, the inferno that we live in everyday, that we shape being together. There are two ways not to suffer. The first is easy to manage for many: accept the inferno and become a party to the point of view it does not anymore. The second is risky and demands constant attention and learning: to seek and be able to recognize who and what, in the midst of the inferno, is no inferno, and make it last, and give it space."
(from Italo Calvino - Le citta invisibili - Einaudi, 1972)
mericonci || giugno 11, 2009 20:56 || giovedì, 11 giugno 2009
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Learn!

You should have at least a little R E S P E C T in people who love you.
What is the meaning of respect? Treat others the way you want to be treated. Reward with heart and care someone who loves you and supported you a lot.
Learn also to be helped without fear when you're in troubles and your heart is full of sorrow. Because who accepts loving help from others is not a weak one, but a strong one that realised what is one of the sources of his power.
Learn it, because....

"The more you learn, the more you realize you know nothing"
mericonci || giugno 08, 2009 13:25 || lunedì, 08 giugno 2009
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Still my hope

You, you that you're are different, at least you in the universe, you're a point that never turns around to me, a sun that shines only for me like a diamond in the middle of the heart.
you, you that you're are different, at least you in the universe, tell me that you'll be honest with me forever and that you'll really love me, more, more and more.
mericonci || giugno 01, 2009 09:50 || lunedì, 01 giugno 2009
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Selfishness can kill

I don't know, maybe it's funny or useful to erase smile from face of someone who loves you and switch off the light of her eyes . Maybe it's enjoyable or helpful to let her wait for something from you so long. Maybe you're doing that to have fun or to overcome a bad time. That's your strange and bad way to defeat troubles or concerns. So go ahead. Even if i think that peacefulness and fun reached making suffer someone else, especially someone who entrusted her heart to you without any defense, is a wrongful abuse and it's a pitfall also for yourself eventually.
mericonci || maggio 28, 2009 18:13 || giovedì, 28 maggio 2009
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Anger

giulianova6bGiulianova, 21/05/2009
mericonci || maggio 22, 2009 16:12 || venerdì, 22 maggio 2009
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Shoot!

"It would have been better if you had fired a shot in my head rather than make me suffer in this way..."
mericonci || maggio 16, 2009 22:19 || sabato, 16 maggio 2009
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